the beginning...again

So you're probably asking yourself why I'm setting myself up for failure again aren't you? Who am I kidding, it's not like anyone read the previous blog(s), so it's not like you know that I'm doing this again. Ok so let's start again, bet you're asking yourself why I'm setting myself up for failure huh? That's better. I've been blog lusting again. This happens to me every so often. I stumble across a totally hip and awesome blog and want to be that woman, or man it's just that I'm generally drawn to blogs by gals, and think to myself maybe if I start up an awesome blog I can become her, or him but again generally her. The problem is that I haven't stuck to a blog long enough yet to see if I will change into her. I fail miserably by at least the 3rd month...ok ok the 3rd week. This time its going to be different though, this time I have a goal and a way to reward myself if I met that goal, thanks to aforementioned lusting....this. I AM GOING TO DO THIS UNTIL THE END OF THE YEAR! I CAN DO THIS! This is what I have to keep telling myself because I so dearly want that reward of my blog all pretty, printed, and bound. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this...